FACT: I've realized something along this journey of life. Don't place too much faith in a person, because they'll eventually let you down. I've come to accept that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say. I wish people were who they said they are.
Anyway, onto Christmas... Christmas is this Sunday (two days!!) and I'm excited, yet feeling bittersweet. I will always celebrate Christ lowering Himself to the level of humanity so that we might be saved and redeemed. That is the true meaning of CHRISTmas. But Christmas is also a time to celebrate family and that is what brings the bittersweet feelings. You see, things have changed. My family isn't what it once was. Don't get me wrong, I knew (even as a child) that our lives wouldn't be the same forever but I guess I just didn't expect it to change like it has. My family is hurting: physically, emotionally, and financially. We are all tired, worn, and ready to have some peace. Not one person in my family has been left unscathed from hurt and so... this Christmas is different. One out of our four will not be with us this Christmas. Since I heard that one would be missing this year, I started remembering... I remember Christmas's from years ago when we laughed until we cried. I guess I just assumed that we'd always be together.
So...I'm a little bit nostalgic, a little disappointed, and a whole lot thankful this Christmas. I pray that all those who have lost family members this year, will be able to have a peaceful and joyful time for Christmas. I pray that we all have a good Christmas and that we remember the true reason for this festive season. Merry Christmas!
Anna-Marie
